The Blessed Virgin Mary Compared to the Air We Breath

WILD air, world-mothering air,
Nestling me everywhere,
That each eyelash or hair
Girdles; goes home betwixt
The fleeciest, frailest-flixed	5
Snowflake; that ’s fairly mixed
With, riddles, and is rife
In every least thing’s life;
This needful, never spent,
And nursing element;	10
My more than meat and drink,
My meal at every wink;
This air, which, by life’s law,
My lung must draw and draw
Now but to breathe its praise,	15
Minds me in many ways
Of her who not only
Gave God’s infinity
Dwindled to infancy
Welcome in womb and breast,	20
Birth, milk, and all the rest
But mothers each new grace
That does now reach our race—
Mary Immaculate,
Merely a woman, yet	25
Whose presence, power is
Great as no goddess’s
Was deemèd, dreamèd; who
This one work has to do—
Let all God’s glory through,	30
God’s glory which would go
Through her and from her flow
Off, and no way but so.
I say that we are wound
With mercy round and round	35
As if with air: the same
Is Mary, more by name.
She, wild web, wondrous robe,
Mantles the guilty globe,
Since God has let dispense	40
Her prayers his providence:
Nay, more than almoner,
The sweet alms’ self is her
And men are meant to share
Her life as life does air.	45
If I have understood,
She holds high motherhood
Towards all our ghostly good
And plays in grace her part
About man’s beating heart,	50
Laying, like air’s fine flood,
The deathdance in his blood;
Yet no part but what will
Be Christ our Saviour still.
Of her flesh he took flesh:	55
He does take fresh and fresh,
Though much the mystery how,
Not flesh but spirit now
And makes, O marvellous!
New Nazareths in us,	60
Where she shall yet conceive
Him, morning, noon, and eve;
New Bethlems, and he born
There, evening, noon, and morn—
Bethlem or Nazareth,	65
Men here may draw like breath
More Christ and baffle death;
Who, born so, comes to be
New self and nobler me
In each one and each one	70
More makes, when all is done,
Both God’s and Mary’s Son.
Again, look overhead
How air is azurèd;
O how! nay do but stand	75
Where you can lift your hand
Skywards: rich, rich it laps
Round the four fingergaps.
Yet such a sapphire-shot,
Charged, steepèd sky will not	80
Stain light. Yea, mark you this:
It does no prejudice.
The glass-blue days are those
When every colour glows,
Each shape and shadow shows.	85
Blue be it: this blue heaven
The seven or seven times seven
Hued sunbeam will transmit
Perfect, not alter it.
Or if there does some soft,	90
On things aloof, aloft,
Bloom breathe, that one breath more
Earth is the fairer for.
Whereas did air not make
This bath of blue and slake	95
His fire, the sun would shake,
A blear and blinding ball
With blackness bound, and all
The thick stars round him roll
Flashing like flecks of coal,	100
Quartz-fret, or sparks of salt,
In grimy vasty vault.
So God was god of old:
A mother came to mould
Those limbs like ours which are	105
What must make our daystar
Much dearer to mankind;
Whose glory bare would blind
Or less would win man’s mind.
Through her we may see him	110
Made sweeter, not made dim,
And her hand leaves his light
Sifted to suit our sight.
Be thou then, O thou dear
Mother, my atmosphere;	115
My happier world, wherein
To wend and meet no sin;
Above me, round me lie
Fronting my froward eye
With sweet and scarless sky;	120
Stir in my ears, speak there
Of God’s love, O live air,
Of patience, penance, prayer:
World-mothering air, air wild,
Wound with thee, in thee isled,	125
Fold home, fast fold thy child.

Camping in the Rockies

After four days in the mountains
we have lived most of the world's
history-it's passionate storms,
its silences of fog, the exuberant valleys
and ruinous cliffs, and above
the timberline its tundra of small,
pink flowers shivering on short wires,
that remind me of me, quivering
in the kiss of your breath.

Our uncertainty reveals itself
the way a mountain campanula
half-opens its purple mouth-waxy,
mysterious, tracked by a black thread
of ants. If I could be as sure about us
as the politicians seem to be about campaign
promises...The truth is, the future lies
in ambush; more waits to happen

like the surprise thunder
when Glacier Lake, blue as a peacock
feather, carrying God's gold solar eye,
turns black with wind.

-Luci Shaw

Overwhelming

I somehow manage to block from my memory the unbearable stress and insane hilarity that ensue once final exams are around the corner. Nonetheless, I am experiencing it right now and in full force. So for those of you who may have forgotten because you've either graduated or have taken a sabbatical from educational endeavours, it's overwhelming to say the least. But such is life, right? Right.

But on the bright side, it's Thanksgiving tomorrow. I've already consumed two Thanksgiving dinners. And have two more to go which I am sure will be just as delectable.

Naturally, I am forced to think about what I am thankful for this year. If I were in Conway or Batesville, Arkansas with my extended family, my mom would insist on going around the table and sharing. So I feel compelled to tell you a few thanksgiving things:

1. I have an internship next semester at the Geneva School of Manhattan as the 2nd grade teacher assistant.
2. I am graduating May 8th!
3. Staying close to friends who are far away.
4. Staying close to friends who are close.

Lastly, here's some holiday spirit for you to savor and enjoy.

Things that make me happy

1. Pre-Thanksgiving Friendsgiving dinner at the Walkers
2. Poinsettias (the drink, not so much the plant)
3. Christmas music (particularly Rosie Thomas' new Christmas album)
4. Wednesday lunch at Grey Dog
5. New Years in Norman (with my Danajoy love)
6. Almost one semester of college to go
7. Heaters that work (right next to my bed)
8. Legos (me and Hank successfully put together his Starwars spaceship. I can follow directions!)
9. Claire and Drew calling me "Uncle Julie" (they giggled incessently. pretty hilarious)
10. Blogs (so you can say everything and nothing in particular (like I am right now))